So..

I'm feeling as though my blogs are rather "Emo", I never really noticed how often I release my frustrations through Blog Sites. I like blogging much more than diaries, I get to chose who see's it and who doesn't..whereas anyone can just find my diaries and read them. Anyway.. I'm completely digressing off subject. I have some more emoness to disperse on my readers =)..

Why does life always throw the biggest rocks at you all at once? Struggles don't come one at a time, they come in multitudes unimaginable. Yea I know, it's an age old question, but I still feel the need to ask it. I just feel so overwhelmed right now, and half of what is overwhelming me, isn't even my own problems (i.e. friends problems or strangers problems that i feel concerned with). Everything always crashes down at once. I know many have it worse, I know everyone goes through this, and I know there is a reason for it...but still. Though things seem to be getting a bit better:
The kitchen light that feel is now, thankfully, up again without any need to rewire. Our plumbing is fixed, my brother has surpassed his hemorrhagic problems. Along with the good there is still other problems that arise:
Im sick
Brothers medical bills
Dad's side of family is falling apart
My neighbor --who recently lost her husband-- lost her dog
Sam Spade lost her life
2 of my friends have very sick grandparents
etc etc.
All of this is from late october- now.

I think everyone could use some prayers.

My senior year is nothing compared to my junior year. I sure hope it gets better.

On a happier note..its almost thanksgiving =) yay! then comes christmas =)